Thursday, February 21, 2008

But soft, what light through yonder window breaks?

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Over the past few months, I've passively tried to improve my skills as an effective communicator, a thinker before a speaker, and act with integrity in touchy social situations. This blog has acted as a buffer to absorb some of the negativity I'd typically throw upon certain people in my life.

Good blog, woof ;)

Another minor rule I set for myself here was to not to post someone's name and concurrently speak negatively about them. I just thought that was tacky and would go against the moral set I've tried to instill in myself lately. Well, as many people here say in Seattle, "All that has gone to fuck-all". To translate, this one and only time I'm going to vent, use a name, and never speak of and to this person ever again.

Heather Tucker, you are a user. You are an egregious cunt who doesn't even deserve the disdain I have for you. You're a filthy cheater, a pathological liar, and a self centered dirty ass whore.

To think that I wasted over a year of my life on your shady ass is a disservice to the sanctity of which is commonly viewed as a "relationship". You familiar with those? Relationships? Not the one nighters you so frivolously indulged in while under the guise of "being taken". But a union between 2 people bound by trust. Be that as it may, I despise you and your cruddy existence. And no longer shall my thoughts encompass you. May karma come back to you, as it has come back to me.

For those who are reading this, and know little about me, I must say that the filth in the above 2 paragraphs aren't an accurate symbol of who I am. I'm not overly vindictive, insane, and malevolent. I'm very easy going, always smiling, happy, non-chalant etc... I don't get overly angry, ever. I mean, I never get so thoroughly angry as to type out what I just did. Perhaps subsequent comments to this blog will substantiate my perceived demeanor.

So Jeannie, I've tried to roll with the "integrity" platform. But the person above deserves the previously mentioned sentiments, so.. discuss away!

46 comments:

Anonymous said...

*FIRST* ...

Sorry just kidding, said I would though.

I am sorry someone as kind as you had to get hurt by someone like Heather. If she treated you like this she never deserved you.

There will be other girls who will give you what you want in a relationship without making you suffer at the same time. I'm sure of it because I know a lot of girls that would love to treat a guy like you like a king.

Be strong and know you can always talk to me when you're feeling upset or anything

<3

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I can totally relate to what you're feeling right now. It's very therapeutic to put your emotions down on paper. One thing I found works nicely is to write down all your feelings and then have a fire ceremony. Burn the paper and this will help put closure to it all. I think you did well using the blog to help find closure.
Good luck. Be glad that you didn't follow that path any further. Imagine how bad life would be a year or 2 from now if you were still on that path.

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Anonymous said...

heather was one of the only things you never took advice on

Anonymous said...

t looks like karma caught up with you john. you lost someone you cared aout and hurt doing some of the same things as probably heather. i warned you about her along time ago. you used to asked advice when you first started expeincing new temptations of being a playa. i think that one of the only things you never took my advice on. remember you asked if you could bring her to my place i told you i dont want any of your hores at my place

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Hey baby,

She's no good and you know it

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No way.. Johnny is going to be my boyfriend :D

Anonymous said...

you are a fabulous person with one of the best personalities a person could ask for. Karma is a bitch so don't you worry my friend, close that chapter of your life and start a new one...your in a new city and that means millions of new possibilities that will get you the respect you deserve...love ya!! and if it doesn't work out move to pgh and be my bf lol

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JcK, You know my views on a this. In my opinion, you partly did this, wrote about her harshly in your blog, in order to hurt her - to lash out at her. Yes, the blog also serves as a purge; but the public nature of the purge is less about your healing and more about hurting her for hurting you. I am not saying everything you wrote or feel about her is not true. I have told you before that I hope you remember what it is like to be treated well by someone. I did not approve of or want for you some of the ways you described she treated you. I just don't agree with public humiliation, lashing, etc. It's your life, your choice, your Karma, though, and I know in order for you to write so vehemently, you must be very upset - very hurt. I hope it passes and that you find someone who does not inspire pain, sadness and anger in you. Remember to treat people as you WANT to be treated because if you don't, one day, someone might treat you as badly as you've treated them. If Heather is your Karma for past behaviours, I hope that chapter has closed for you. As far as her Karma...? It will come around to her eventually, too. Hang in there! :) jmk

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Wow ya know, I was planning to say something kinda important/significant, but the very last post sums up just about everything what I was thinking on the topic! In the end, as of now, what's done is done. Whether you posted that more as a means to upset Heather, to help yourself (and I know getting stuff off your chest like that can help, so I'm with ya there), or if its somewhere inbetween, that was in the past :) You're in a different part of the country now; new job, new work out routine, new home... while you have some great friends/family here who care about you too and who will always be close, you know you have some potential to make it or at least get by without many problems if you keep at it. On another note though... can't wait to see ya in May, and I'll still be coming out to see YOU too after school!

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