I've come to the realization (with some help), that if the girl I was moving away from had aspirations to be with me in the future, she'd be far kinder than she's being. Instead of pushing me away, she'd have the mindset I do. To work things out, plan, etc. I guess I love her more than she loves me. As the old saying goes, "You can't make someone your priority when you're only their option".
Sooo, with that adage, I'll take a different route
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OH john! i hate to say that i understand exactly what your saying! all you can do is be strong and keep plugging away!
.....Elliott
Thanks Elliott, that means a lot. And you're absolutely right. People say time heals all wounds? I think that's only partly correct. I feel time distorts, manipulates, and covers up feelings once known to be. It's like getting severely hurt in a car crash (the breakup, the emotion) and you come out of it living (time after the relationship), but you have scars, a missing limb, a distorted psyche (injuries from the crash). I feel ya, you've had similar dealings?
You write very well.
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