Hiatus, Drama, Heartbreak, New Beginning, and Unlikely Help

So, I haven't posted these past few days.. as you can tell. Not because I have been too busy, but I have been debating in which context I would like to display my personal life and in that, how I can do it tactfully. Well, I came to the conclusion that if I censored anything I wrote, then why bother writing anything at all? I'm going to break this down with some sort of order and hope it makes sense.

Friday, August 24th.

Well my refunds came through. I didn't have to pay for what I missed last semester but I am late for registering classes, I don't find out till later how I can go about getting in. I was somewhat stuck at LCCC today. So I went to Arabica and read some of Harry Potter: The Order of the Phoenix. I was so tired though that I actually slept on the couch while reading, what a bum! Afterwards I went to Giant Eagle and got some Rockstar Juiceds (4 pack!) and peanut butter crackers. I called around seeing in what way I could get some help (I was in between cell phones at the moment so I depended on pay phones ugh). When I say help I mean assistance in getting back home. Well I bought a phone card and after exhausting all options I called my Ex who happened to live close by. I hadn't seen her for a very long time and I was very timid on calling let alone asking for help. Well, she had always maintained that she'd help me whenever I was in need, and it turns out that she had to go to LCCC as well so it wasn't all in vain. I offered to buy some kind of lunch or pay for gas but she had plans. She dropped me off, saw my dog and went on her way.

August 25-27

Wow what a weekend. Let's put it this way. The girl I'm seeing has been extremely scandalous. Not so much as in sleeping with someone. But drunken hookups and then lies about things when I know the truth. Most recently done with her best friend's boyfriend of 2 years. In which she lied and sugar coated the entire scenario. Made it out like her best friend was too drunk to realize what was going on. I found out later that they had been flirting all night. She made comments to him like, "Someone's going to have a good night". I guess he complimented her body at one point and that's when she got on him after her friend witnessed them pecking. Awesome huh? This girl wants a future with me too, craziness. This isn't the first time something like this has happened. Certainly not, she cried and cried but over what? She wasn't sad until she got caught. So what exactly is upsetting her? I mean, the very event itself didn't make her openly upset, not enough so to tell me the truth anyway. When I think of things like this.. I don't think about the act itself, I think about the path it took to get there. Like, things that were said and the individuals mindsets. That's what bothers me most of all. Another night a few months ago she did the same thing, kinda. I was suspecting and it turns out in the end I'm right. But in that, of her own accord, she hasn't hung out with that group of people again and willingly gave me the guy's phone number. So now I'm in a dilemma where this girl loves me, and I do to her. And she's really only done negative things to our relationship when she's been drunk or been around alcohol. And with that, it's not like she's slept with anybody but on the same token, trust is trust. And a lack of trust sucks. Like, I don't like to admit this, but I found out the truth about everything because my computer was logged into her AIM screen name. And the guy in question started talking to her. So I milked him for the night's events, horrorstruck throughout. I then told his girlfriend and revealed myself to him that he had been openly flirting with a guy and I care not for what he did to my girl but the the feeling it gave me. So in turn I let it be known that I frequent near where he lives, and if I see him I'll make him unrecognizable =/

In all this.. trepidation. I don't know what to do. I'll have further insight as time goes on.

Oh! Also this weekend I activiated my old cell phone number. And I now have a new phone number! There's a link to the right in which you can text me FREE OF CHARGE! Does not matter if you have verizon, a cell phone, or even a phone! You can still text me at 216 308 xxxx.
I also thank Jeannie for help with this too. In fear of my cell phone bill escalating we joined forces on a family plan that'd be mutually beneficial. Heck, I even got free lunch! Also she bought Harry Potter: The Sorcerer's Stone on DVD.. soooo, hopefully I'll get in on that soon :)

Monday August 27th

Well it came to my surprise that Jeannie took care of the book I still had owed money for at LCCC. What a surprise! I can avoid further credit card debt and tackle this curriculum which I have 1/3 done. Thanks Jeannie! Hope you're liking Anne Rice! What else happened today.. Well, had a really fun evening with the room mates. Stupid hijinx involved me getting stuck behind the couch, upside down while they were attempting to light my leg hairs on fire. That's what you get living with gay boys I suppose. Concurrently I had great fun with the dogs last night. I'm also noticing that I'm becoming surprisingly fit. I've lost nearly 20lbs since June and I feel great. My basketball league and biking have been responsible for this.

Tuesday August 28th

Well, with my debt all cleared I spent most of the day on the horn with LCCC. I'm late in signing up for quite a few classes so I have to personally contact the professors to get in. It seems I will be taking 3 classes this semester, 4 if I can squeeze it in for time is running out. Currently the classes I want are:
Pathology
Human Growth and Development
PA Ana and Phys.

That will give me exactly 1/2 the curriculum finished for being a Physical Therapy Assistant. If I take another class that'd be towards my Biology degree plan, so we'll see. Jeannie is taking me up to the college tomorrow to settle things.

I finished Harry Potter tonight, the 5th book. I must say after 870 pages.. nothing really happened. The ending was completely lackluster and this big overarching secret about Harry could have been assumed by anybody. LAME

The GF suggested we spend a couple days together soon. I guess it doesn't have to be anywhere exotic but some place where we can just be together and be us. We'll see.. as much as I want to bring her close to me, I want to push her away... crazy scenario. I ordered a banana peppers Dominos Pizza tonight! I expect the shits in a few hours now :). That's basically all that happened today.