If you haven't been here before, than I pity you. Not because you haven't been here, but because you're here now! lol.. just kidding.
Regardless of why you're here, you'll find that today is a day that I have to practice what I preach. I always tell people that attitude is everything, and how one responds to a situation will determine the severity of it.
Or in another sense, the state of your mind is nothing more than a reflection of the state of your life.
So, today I went to make a big purchase. Ya know, one of those big life purchases. I had all my information at the ready, a deposit, and motivation.
Well that wasn't enough. I mean.. it was ENOUGH, but not enough for what I wanted.
EVEN THOUGH, what I had SHOULD have been enough, it wasn't. And upon leaving I felt used, and slightly insulted =/.
On top of that, I guess for a minute I had this far fetched plan to end singlehood. Well, now even that is causing some trepidation, so I have to go back to my roots. My "roots" meaning, me being COMPLETELY, self reliant. Not just partially, or having 1/8 of my life being reliant on others... oooh no.. 100 percent now.
sucks though.. it's a lonely world to traverse alone :(
